My Roller Coaster Ride...

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2011-12-26T22:49:00.004+08:00

Still kinda upset that my mood for Christmas and Boxing day

was kinda ruined!

Its okay, at least i had my brunch company and Supre ytd!

On a brighter side, 3 days work-week! how cool is that!

December is supposed to be an awesome month,

with so many holidays and presents for Christmas.

Will continue and monitor my work load before i start ranting agn.

Trying to be positive *chant* decemberisawesomedecemberisawesomedecemberisawesome

Awesome Friday!

2011-08-12T23:53:00.005+08:00

Came home with the parcels! and Ramily burger!

New phone cover!

Finally gt a blue blazer! to match my red shorts!

Leopard skorts! and blue top

There is still another blue dress that i did not take.

Obsessed with Blue lately :x

Plus the sandals is here as well but Mum didnt open the door

so gotta collect my sandals at the post ofc tmr!

YAY! happy w shopping! :D

2011-08-11T19:03:00.006+08:00

Hi All!

I realized the last post was 1 month ago?! :x

Opps! and i didn't manage to upload the photos from TW, pls view it on FB.

Anw, i just got my confirmation for work!! *clap clap!

Work been rather busy most of the time, which is good!

cos time pass faster!

August is a good month!

3 PH! National Day, President Election Day and Hari Raya!

Can September not come :(

Cos BF will be away for a month to Thailand!

And my colleague will be going for her maternity leave!

So there will be lots of work to do and no BF for the whole of Sept!

Been watching the drama "Love You" by Rainie Yang!

Super nice drama and i love her new hair cut!

Any nice drama to intro? needa occupy some of time when BF is not ard.

Hopefully Sept i can start saving up for my BKK trip

(been procrastinating and spending!)

and start my braces! YES like finally!

i'm super nervous to meet the dentist!

Good luck to me :(

OH! almost forgot to update mention my 22nd bday which was 2 weeks ago?

Nth special but thanks for all the well wishes and presents!

i feel old! :(

cake cutting in the ofc!

Check out that leopard prints high cut!

Love it! and its one of my fav item from TW~

New sports wear, Thanks to BF!

And did i mention i signed up for 21km for standchart!

Gotta start training hard!

Alright, thats all for now.

CIAO!

2011-07-05T15:41:00.005+08:00

Okay i'm bbaaccckkkk!!
So lazy to upload the photos can, view from my FB pls!
HAHA i might upload some of my fav thou!
Anw the trip was fun but time just flew past so quickly,
before we realized, back in SG agn!!
Borrrinnnggg, wonder why SG dont have Yen Shi (Night market)!!
We spend mostly on food and travelling.
Clothes, shoes and bags are rather expensive!
i wanna go BKK end of the year and spammmm!!!
The things there esp Wu Fen Pu which is supposedly the wholesale market
is not as cheap as we expected!!
All shoes are gg like NT 1380! crazy!
But we still manage to dig for some really good deals!

We covered places like; Danshui, JuiFen, Ximending, Wufenpu, Dong Qu (OMG i saw Vanness there!! Regret nt taking a pic with him!!), Hello Kitty Cafe, Mr Jay restaurant by Jay Chou and even dyed our hair at Special hair salon @ XMD! and watched transformers 3 too! we were all relieved after they start speaking in English cos we totally forgot to ask if its in English or Mandarin! HAHA

Majority of the girls there are pretty! even the girl at ticketing counter in the cinema are pretty too!? I guess becos they really bother to dress up top to toe and put on makeup.

We went into this pasta restaurant and ordered a few dishes, one of them taste like liquorice!! Like WTH~ and the waitress was telling us that it was one of their hot fav?! But Darren managed to finish it, dont wanna waste food! ZAI~

The food are generally q salty and the drinks are sweet too!

They have crazy taxi drivers like Thailand! HAHA really anyhow! Plus they have lots of cross zones, so its really messy! Their driver seats/ direction of the roads are on the left.

And their toilets! Omg!

They have another bin by the side for u to throw the used toilet paper, cos i guess their flushing system is kinda weak and the paper might choke up the hole! But that is actually q gross and makes the toilet stinks!

Besides these weird/ fun facts, overall TW is awesome!
Safe, Fun and Accessible!
YAY! cant wait for my BKK alr can!!!!
Must really SAVE now! major broke after TW!

TW here i commmeeeeee

2011-06-23T22:32:00.004+08:00

So excited that i'm going Taiwan this Saturday!

Finally the long awaited trip!

With my BFF and BF along what more can i ask for?

Hopefully my cough and flu will recover by then :(

Kinda turn off by the fact that i actually fall sick

during the most crucial time!!!

Oh well, i guess i have to look on the positive side

and recover faster!!

Just had dinner with SH at Ding Tai Feng~

Thanks for the treat sugar daddy!

Will get you a BIG present. LOL!

Andy is walking his 72km route march now since this afternoon.

Gonna be walking till tmr afternoon so its 24hrs!

Will be attending his red ceremony tomorrow evening!

So proud of him for making it so far in Commando

and not giving up! Thats the attitude man!!!

And i hope he will not be too shagged after that

to enjoy our TW trip which is just the following day!

Plus first night i'm meeting my 2nd Bro there to Club!!!

No words can express how excited and happy i am now!

Life is good and July will be a good month too! :D

Alright, gonna shower and slp soon!

So i will recover fasterrr!!!

See you guys in a weeks' time!

Take care ppl!

2011-06-19T20:24:00.003+08:00

Weekends was awesome! Shopping and movie!

Watched Green lantern with Baby, Sam and Darren.

3.5 out of 5 popcorns, cos some of the story line doesn't make sense!

And i bet there is part 2 as well!

Followed by some slacking and monopoly deal at Starbucks!

SG is so boring! besides shopping, movie, club and drink

basically there's nth else much to do!

i guess i dont have to emphasize more on my TW trip anymore!

5 days to go!!

And my #2 VS finally arrived!

Alright thats all for now! the next entry probably be full of TWpics!!!

Figuring out our new camera!!!

VS plus my mustard high waist from FEP

Leopard prints! ♥

2011-06-09T21:30:00.007+08:00

Last weekend was fruitful!!

Watched Xmen with Sam and Darren + friends last sat.

4/5 popcorns, the show was 2 hours plus!

I guess when BF is back for he might wanna watch too!

Should have waited for him :x

So glad that i will be seeing him in 4 days!!!

Alright let the photos do the talking!

Saturday High tea with Sam at TWG!

Follow by some chilling and shopping with Shuyu!

Sunday dinner with KS and SH followed by Kbox!

Celeb Wn bday on Tuesday

Dinner at Gelyang Frog Leg and we got her Sephora Palette!

2011-06-04T00:21:00.005+08:00

Finally the weekends are here agn!

And i have calculated!

10 days to your return and 21 days to our TW trip!!!

Omg, this trip just doesn't seems real till now!

I'm so ready to go!!!!

And guess what! YES these finally reach my hands!

But sadly the 2nd batch that was a few mins away

didn't arrive tgt! Gotta wait till next week!

But definitely worth the wait!!! (:

Totally in love with the design of the blusher!!!

How nice can that be! ((:

Gonna be having tea with Sam tmr at TWG tea!

Then meet S and maybe E for dinner!

More photos to come!

Enjoy your weekends too ppl!

Foooddddd

2011-05-30T19:04:00.003+08:00

Early Father's Day plus Mum Bday celebration

@ Dian Xiao Er, food was soon soon only.

And its quite Ex!

Soft Shell crab Aglio Olio at Shokudu

All time fav Crab Bee Hoon!!

Seafood Aglio Olio from TCC

And most importantly! DURIANS!

Just a random post of food that i have been eating lately.

And yes i am a fan of Aglio Olio!

Still can't find the right recipe to cook on my own yet!

But i swear i'm gonna master how to cook the BEST Aglio!

Its only Monday and work was so busy, travel here and there.

Damn tiring esp in this kinda sucky weather!

Hopefully Taiwan is not as bad as here! :(

Wanted to go for a run but was damn lazy,

at least i made the effort to walk home today!

Hope work will be busy for the next 2 weeks!

And in no time Baby will be backk!!!

Thats all for now!

CIAO!

2011-05-25T23:54:00.004+08:00

Met up with the girls for dinner last Friday,

followed by some chilling at Loof.

Very belated cake cutting for Huili :x

But hope she will like it!

She mention in her tumblr that she wanted a Melody cake,

but its too diff to draw! HAHA!

its the thoughts that counts la uh! hehe~

Baby just left for his Brunei trip for 3 weeks ytd :'(

He called earlier to say that they confiscated him hp!

Means no contact for 3 weeks! not even SMS!

Just got to bear through this! We will do it tgt!

And good news is our Taiwan trip tixs and hotel is booked!

So at least there's something to look forward to!

I'm so excited abt the trip!!

Plus we are gg with Sam and Darren!

Just order some stuff with Phyllis from Victoria's Secret!!

As they are having clearance sales now!

And GSS is just ard the corner but i got to save for my Taiwan trip!!!

No more shopping for meee! must control!!

Baby bought some Starbucks ice cream from Giant!

Yuummmmyyy!

And he bought this little thing to acc me! ♥

See you in 3 weeks! :'(

Pray that everything will be smooth for him!

2011-05-09T00:28:00.002+08:00

First week of work, so far so good.

Just hope i can get use to the routine faster!

Okay, shall make an attempt to blog once a week!

HAHA!

Anw Baby will be away to Brunei in ard 2 weeks' time :(

Yes, he is away agn! Just hope next month will come quick!

Cos we are planning to go Taiwan end June!

So so excited abt it!!

Oh ya almost forgot to talk about the GE!

Well as a Pro PAP person, i am still glad that there are more opposition

in the parliament now, but felt really sad for 2 things!

1) George Yeo

AND

2) CST for losing Potong Pasir!

Hopefully the petition will work!

I nv buy that for sure! HAHA its company's phone.

iPhone is still the best la! lol

Yes went to Sentosa for our Luge ride and some tanning!

Bought new running shoes!!

Chio right, best combi green and pink!

Love it TTM!! ♥♥♥

2011-05-04T00:36:00.003+08:00

Yes! Found a new job, and starting work tmr!

Kinda excited but anxious at the same time!

Hope everything will go well.

Slacking for 1 month and now its time to work agn!

Feeling fresh and ready to go! (:

Good luck to me!

Sentosa with Tisa today!

Butter with some of the RE girls + Sam and Darren!

Unemployed

2011-04-15T17:59:00.008+08:00

Hello people, its been 2 weeks of doing-nothing

HAHA!

Yup, as some of you know i left my job in RE.

Not gonna elaborate on why i left etc.

But probably i shld talk about how i spend my days instead?

Let the photos do the talking!

Met up with BFF!

Suntanning!

Shopping

Sushi making

Baking

Yup! So that is pretty much what i have been doing! (:

Enjoying life, taking a break, catching up, wasting time

and whatever you call it!

Going ahead with my big plans, excited!!

thats all for now folks!

CIAO!

2011-03-28T23:16:00.001+08:00

Met up with Celestine, Shu Juan, Soh Hwee and Huili

for dinner at Nakhon Kitchen (Thai food),

follow by some beer chilling at summer breeze!

Great catch up! (:

Farewell for "E3"

DND photos

2011-03-15T22:01:00.003+08:00

Finally everything is settled and I feel a little relieved.

Its difficult to get in and its worse when you are trying to get out.

Don't understand why they misinterpret my feelings,

I know myself best and my mind can't be more clear than ever.

Been on an emotional roller coaster for the past few days.

I should stop feeling guilty about it, because I don't owe them anything.

I have to think for myself and be realistic.

Anw times like this makes me need you even more.

24 days to go, it seems like forever...

Okay, I have to stay STRONG!

I don't know how many of you will agree with me,

but life is short, so grab the chance and do what you like and what you want.

You can afford and have the rights to explore and dream.

Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, love truly,

laugh uncontrollably and never forget anything that made you smile.

As long as you follow your heart, its doesn't matter

if the whole world is against it.

20 years from now, you will be more disappointed by the things

you didn't do than by the ones you did.

-Gwen

2011-03-13T14:17:00.003+08:00

Yes, finally back to blogging again.

And DND is finally OVER!!!

Anw a lot of things happened at work lately

and there will be a lot of changes going on.

I'm not going to think so much and just take a one step and a time.

On top of that Baby has gone to Taiwan,

this time round its gonna be for a month!!!?

Just gonna keep myself packed and hopefully time will fly pass!

I know this is not gonna affect us in any way! (:

Gonna be good, save money, get my lazy ass to jog

and wait for Baby to come back!

CIAO!

2011-02-23T19:16:00.010+08:00

Zouk on Sat with Gwen and Winnie!

Shin last min back out :(

We still have our share of fun,

but was kinda boring cos music was sucky!

Boooo....

Met up with Mad Woman last week too!

As usual had our regular dose of gossip!

HAHA

I think my face grew chubbier!

What do you think?

Shittt!

Meet up with Sam and Darren for Pre-Vday dinner on Sat

The Barracks at Dempsey Hill, serve western food

Good ambience for group gatherings and birthday

Had Awefully Chocolate at Ion for dessert!

The chocolate ice cream is really thick!

YUMMY!

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Came home after a lousy day and saw this on my desk!!! super happy!!!

And it comes with this and a sunflower!!

But that's not all, TADA! the best surprise ever!!!!

I really feel super blessed! ♥♥♥

2011-02-23T18:43:00.003+08:00

Hi guys! yes its been a while again I am just super lazy to log in!

HAHA!

Anw did i mention that i recently, like few weeks back fall in love with this youtube singer??

YES! Its Jason Chen!!!

An Asian (dunno where he is from, if you know pls let me know!) based in LA

Dont know whether you have heard about him,

but i just love his voice!

Both his English and Chinese songs are awesome!!

ESP his Wong Lee Hom "你不知道的事" and Bruno Mars Grenade!!!

http://www.youtube.com/user/miniachilles

http://www.youtube.com/user/jasondchen

And Sunday night I actually dreamt about him!

LOL!!!

and totally blew all my Monday blues away!

Overall i just think he is a very talented and adorable guy!

HAHA!

Alright, Enjoy his songs!

2011-02-08T21:09:00.004+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!

GONG XI FA CAI!

Feel so good after a long break!

A break with extra $$$ too! LOL

This was my outfit for the first day,

Simple toga oriental top from Lovebonito!

Regret not taking more pics during CNY!

Had a blast on 2nd night with Bro, Wee Kiat(Bro's friend), Phyllis, Andy, Sam and Darren at Butter!

Was wearing my new heels so my leg aching after everything!

This year feels almost the same for me and i had FUN! (:

Well, shall continue with work... :(

Stressssed.... as this month is super short

Alright, here wishing all a smooth, prosperous and happy Rabbit year!

First day of work in 2011

2011-01-03T23:53:00.003+08:00

I'm still quite pissed off with some stuff that happened during work!

And actually just typed a super long post,

but not gonna post it just in case it circulates somehow!

*If you wanna read and request personally from me! LOL

But I felt a lot better after ranting to Winnie, Shin and Baby!

Thank you guys! ♥ Much appreciated!

I'm gonna put that behind and start tomorrow afresh!

Stay focus and just do what I'm supposed to do!

Go to work on time and go out on the dot too! HAHA!

Will post the NYE photos tomorrow!

Goodnight! And Sweet dreams to me! (:

Pre Xmas, Xmas Eve, Xmas, Dnd Audition, Crab Party!

2010-12-30T00:31:00.006+08:00

Feel so bloated now after the Crab Party @ 100 Yio Chu Kang Road

with the RE people earlier.

Our table ordered the most dishes and total bill was $509!

Came home after that and to my surprise!!!

HAHA! Rillakkuma family, only the medium one belongs to me.

My Bro just bought the super big one for his gf

and the little tiny one look super blur/ gong!

So Funny!!

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Me and Gwen after the audition for Dnd.

Our theme was Corpse Bride and we're supposed

to be the dancers tgt with 3 other girls and of cos

Emily the Corpse Bride! Played by Bernice.

We only had like less than a day to practice the dance (Thriller)

was super last minutes!! kanna arrow! like last year Dnd also! NB!

Sian... if next year I'm still in RE I die die also don't wanna be involve!

Just wanna sit down, eat and enjoy the show!

And yes, we got through the audition!

Means more trg and more things to do!!

Argh! I shall stop ranting about it in this entry!

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Had Outback Steakhouse for Xmas dinner with Baby! ♥

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And he gave me this Kirokkuma!! Super cute!

*But i still prefer Rilakkuma for sure! (:

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Went over to meet Sam and Darren for Movie at Cine.

Watched the Little Fockers, would give it 3.5 out of 5 stars.

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Xmas Eve at Avril House!

Winnie gave me that! HAHHAA!

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Pre Xmas Eve lunch with RE and the gifts I received!

So happy!!!

2010-12-10T22:10:00.005+08:00

YAY! Got my second Gingerbread from Evelyn! (From Prima Deli)

And she insisted its a Gingerbread woman! LOL!

Thanks for the motivation at work, i always appreciate that.

Anw it taste really good, nth ginger-ish but taste like some super good biscuits!

And I can't believe in 24 hours' time Baby will be on the plane flying back!

So excited! and honestly its the first time in our r/s that we were separated!

And I just felt proud of myself for staying composed, but i bet its work

that has took a lot of my time and attention.

Credits to korean dramas/ movies and ANTM cycle 13- 15 too!

HAHA...

Oh! and did I mention that my eye lids were swollen since last Saturday,

and I went to see my family doctor but it did not work!

So I went to my company's doctor (Raffles Medical) ytd to seek 2nd opinion,

and was much better now.

My colleagues says its the make-up/ remover, but I've been rotating among

so many products, really don't know which one i'm allergic to! :(

So i went to work this 2 days w/o make up!

Feel so weird lo... My eyes look so tired and small! LOL

GOD! I'm reliant to make-ups!

Hell no, I'm still not obsess to the extent that I can't go out w/o it!

Sian thought tomorrow Saturday can slp like pig...

but still got to reach ECP at 830am! for team building game!

like WTH seriously! early morning wake up play games!

totally feel like its another working day tomorrow,

Like 5 days week not enough to see my colleagues!

After games still got BBQ in the evening!

Its totally waste of time! waste my Precious weekends :(

Alright, enough of me ranting, its not gonna change the fact

that I still have to wake up early morning for that stupid shit!

FML...

3 years Anniversary ♥

2010-12-03T00:00:00.004+08:00

Caught him with my FAV bear!

and dosed off... HAHA

HAPPY 3 YEARS ANNI TO BABY!

Although we are miles away,

but you're in the deepest part of my heart! ♥

Come back soon and flood me with presents k!

HAHHA!

Then we gonna have a good dinner and cuddle to sleep! (:

I love you...

9 more days! ☺

2010-12-02T21:10:00.005+08:00

Its Gingi! HAHA

Winnie gave it to me today for covering her job for 2 days!

Can't bring myself to bite him!

HAHAHA

Christmas is coming!

Kinda excited as there'll be gift exchange with different groups of friends!

To me its not anything religious but more like the time of the year

to celebrate and catch up with my friends and love ones!

This 9 days without Baby makes me feel that I've grown up!

I mean beside the fact that he's not around,

I did not cry and emo and do stupid things.

Probably because I'm really too packed and tired with work that

I don't have so much time to think about it.

But of cos I miss him! ♥

You made the choice, you bear the consequences...

RE

2010-12-02T01:07:00.004+08:00

Yeah uploaded some pics of RE ladies beside the Christmas tree

for Anita's birthday! and a random photo of me and Shin tgt with Custard!

that was taken quite a few weeks back

Nothing special but there'll always be cakes and presents during

birthdays in the office

Well in a blink of an eye its actually gng to be a year at the end of this month

that i have been working in RE.

Full of ups and downs, definitely admit that sometimes its so tiring

that i feel like quitting

But actually i'll consider myself fortunate/ lucky because

so far most of the colleagues here are really nice people.

Not like those typical office politics and back stabbing kinda stuff that we always heard about

I would definitely continue working hard as i can see things picking up at the start of the month and most importantly the last month before we close another quarter!

Alright nth much actually just a random entry abt RE, shall cont agn!

i'm super sleepy already!

Goodnight ppl!

2010-11-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

Dinner at HongKong cafe ytd @ Cini with Winnie.

And watched Easy A after that.

It's like those typical girly high school movies, nothing special abt it.

I would personally rate a 2.5 out of 5 popcorns?

Been thinking a lot this few days, probably too much free time alone.

HAHA!

But anyway, sometimes when i feel like shit,

I'll compare myself to those who are much less fortunate.

Like those who lost everything during a disaster,

3rd world people who don't even have their basic needs met.

And here we are, with so many things within reach,

yet never satisfied about life and many other things.

I guess our "problems" are peanuts to theirs.

So I'm glad that I'm here typing these and had so much in life.

Oh well, i guess few more days down the road

I'll probably be complaining about life again..

HAHA

13 days to go...

Baby away to Taiwan :(

2010-11-19T00:10:00.003+08:00

Hi guys! Yes, i know its been a long long time.

Just go to my facebook for photo updates,

too lazy to post it here already.

For the next few weeks you'll see more of me here!

Casue Baby is going to Taiwan for 3 weeks! :(

Yes! its 3 freaking weeks..

I really can't imagine 3 weekends w/o him

Its like the longest time ever for whole 3 years (03 Dec' 10)

And best of all, so happen to be in between our 3 years Anni!

ARGH......!!!!

HATE ARMY! LOL!

well... but I already have plans on what to do and how to spend my time already!

BUT I still can't imagine 3 weeks w/o him!

I mean of cause even now we only meet during weekends when he book out

but its better than nothing right!

Alright! enough of my ranting...

Shall continue my EMO post for the following weeksss!

2010-08-01T18:31:00.007+08:00

Boxing Stadium

Patong Beach

On the tuk tuk

Swensen's ice creams agn!

Card made by Evelyn (:

Its so Fluffy!!!

Red toes nails! :D

The Siao Zar Bo! LOL

Finally another post in a blue moon.

Well, life has pretty much been the same.

Plenty of activities going on though.

Baby just got enlisted 30/7/2010 :(

Celebrated my 21st birthday with the girls @ Timbre last week 24/7/2010.

Phuket trip with Baby before his enlistment 9/7/2010

Watched Inception, Toy Story 3, Despicable Me and Old Cow Vs Tender Grass

Did Pedicure @ Milly's (FEP) and watched The Crazies with Winnie ytd.

The show was freaking scary! LOL

Must save $$ for my upcoming BKK trip in Mid Oct with Baby!

Can't wait for him to book out this coming Sunday so we can go fly kite! (:

2010-06-13T22:33:00.004+08:00

Watched Karate Kid yesterday, i would say 3 out of 5 popcorns~

Story line was as expected and too draggy at the beginning.

Baby said it would be better of there's more fighting scenes involve

and not too rush at the ending part.

And if you realize, i just changed the template and layout of my blog!

Basically just black and white! obviously not done by me!

HAHAHA

but i'm not gonna let Baby's effort go to waste,

just gonna leave it there till i can think of something better.

and i have a Good News to share...

I'm going to Phuket on the 9th July!!!

so excited la, the last time at BKK was on Oct '09,

wanted to go back again, but still think its not very safe.

so Phuket was our next choice! :D

can't wait for that day to come!

Most importantly i'm going with Baby before his enlistment!

Save save save $$$$$

no more shopping for the moment!

and Tmr is Monday again!

back to work...

nothing gonna change my love for you ♥

2010-06-11T23:21:00.005+08:00

M-Shaped Lace Frock

in Navy Blue
Exclusively on BonitoChico
This romantic lace dress is oh-so-pretty!!
Comes with intricate lace and stretchy cotton bottom
The M-shaped neckline and ribbon-tie back accentuates your figure really well!
Measures 14"-18"PTP, 33"down
Fits UK4-10
$28.50 with normal postage

Selling at $26 with normal postage now! Brand new.

Was too long for me.

Drop a comment with your email address if you're interested to buy.

2010-05-04T22:22:00.009+08:00

selling this dress at $25 (bought it at $29.60) SOLD OUT!

fit UK size 8 definitely.
I'm a UK size 6, too big for me.
Brand new not worn out at all.

Do comment on this page with your email address if you're interested!
*click on the image to enlarge it.

2010-04-22T23:37:00.003+08:00

Manage to trim my hair ytd with Sam at Ivan's place.

We were rushing after i bought my Fancl cleansing oil

and was having a hard time deciding wad to eat for dinner.

In the end we just ta bao Mac and went in the salon.

Everyday during lunch break or when ever i'm outside having my meals

i always hate to decide or even think wad to eat.

Although ppl like to say Singapore has different kinds of food/cuisine

from different culture/race or wad ever you call it,

i still hate to think of what to eat every single day!

Alright, enough of ranting, tmr is FRIDAY!

i'm suppose to be happy man!

looking forward to Saturday's trip to Universal Studio!!!

can't wait! Thinking of wad to wear alr!

HAHAHA!

like kan chiong only!

lalala~

I guess a change of new wallet did change my luck too!

LOL!

Gotta go slp!

Goodnight ppl!

2010-04-19T22:50:00.005+08:00

Just had dinner with YP, GF and Candy at Ajisan.

I'm so glad that even after i left Cache Cache,

i still can be as close and meet them up often! (:

Love it when i can spend quality time with my friends after work.

It makes me feel that its a productive and fulfilled day.

SHIT! happily went shopping just now and forgot to get what i HAVE to buy.

-.- make up remover, Snowie's cotton balls and wormies!

In the end bought 2 tops instead! HAHA

Can't wait to get my pair of white heels at other outlets!!

cos last pair left, so many people try before one loh! i don't want!

Can't get my eyes off those blogshops!

i MUST save $$$$$$

can't wait to fill up my piggy bank with $1 coins!

I'm only like 1/10 there! HAHAHA!

Alright, better go shower before Baby nags at me! :p

2010-04-19T00:32:00.002+08:00

Welcome back...

Okay, its been almost 3 months plus since i blog.

the last entry was actually before i start working in Recruit Express.

And i still manage to survive after 3 months plus at work.

Well, i would say i've been really busy but i know its just an excuse.

Thought of deleting this blog but i think its really a waste if i do,

and i'll also have trouble browsing through all those blog links at the side bar.

Have been kinda stressful at work, although i sort of expected it coming,

but then again, what kind of work is not stressful?

Been nagging and ranting to Baby alot these days about work,

and my temper and attitude towards him have also been affected.

I'm really glad to know i'm not going through all these alone,

and he never fail to be there and always tolerate my nonsense.

Btw, he just received his pink letter last week,

and will be enlisting into the Commander camp on the 30th July!

Thank GOD! its after my 21st birthday,

if not i would be really sad and emo w/o him on that day.

So now got to think of how i'm going to celebrate it,

Really hope it won't end up like a typical chalet party.

No offense though and of cos nothing wrong with it also,

but i just don't want to.

Just watched Kick Ass on Saturday after the workshop

which start from 8am- 5pm at Four Seasons hotel,

was an eye-opener for all the new comers like me,

but it totally burnt off half of my Saturday!

And weekends are so precious to me now!

I would definitely say the show is worth the weekends tix price!

Funny and yet with a good story line.

Everyone should go watch it!

Alright, he's rushing me to sleep already.

will update more often from now.

Goodnight ppl! and thanks for reading my blog! (:

2010-01-02T14:05:00.003+08:00

so many "what if" just pop out of my head

thinking about the first day of work on Mon!

Me: Baby what if my colleagues dun wanna

eat lunch with me and i have eat alone? :(

Me: What if they backstab me or bully me? :(

Baby: Don't worry la, you so smart. If they dare

bully you then Kan them! don't need to be scare!

Me: (smiling inside, he said i'm smart) Hee... :D

Its best to hear praises from ppl that matter the most.

2009-12-27T16:43:00.008+08:00

Meet up with Cache Cache colleagues on the

18th for pre-christmas gathering and we

had BBQ chicken followed by the long-craved

log cake and other deserts @ Bakerzin!

CHRISTMAS was a blast this year!

spent the Eve with Baby, Sam and the rest at

Pasir Ris Park for BBQ!

Met Baby after his work on Chistmas and

we had Aburiya for Dinner!!!

Went all the way to Robertson Quay for

our Japanese BBQ~ YUMMY!

tried their famous Wagyu beef and its so juicy!

we even ate the tongue! as it was part of the set.

Satisfied overall! thank you Baby!

Headed to town afterwards and wanted to watch movie,

but it was all full house! so went to the arcade instead!

played some games and Baby caught a Hello Kitty for me!

for just $4.00!!! hehehehehe....

think we gonna be some pro in catching toys!

LOL!

And we watched Bodyguards and assassins on Boxing Day!

definitely expected more actions! too much dialogue!

Shld have watch Sherlock Holmes instead!

Shiok Shiok! long holidays!

Baby thank you for the company! :D

hope we'll still get to meet up often

even after i start work :(

2009-12-06T22:50:00.004+08:00

Tonkichi for dinner on our 2 year anni,
nth much cos Baby was sick and came
over to the clinic down my hse for the 3rd time.
he's going for army body check up tmr,
hopefully nth is wrong with him.
Watched Couples retreat ytd, not as funny
as expected and the storyline like meaningless
plus there's too much talking and arguing
throughout the show, not nice.
Shld have watch New Moon instead but Baby
haven watch part 1.

Out with BFF agn on friday.
thanks for the accompany to the interview k.
then we headed to town, walk walk
had wanton noodles at fareast B1 and headed
Slice for ice cream!

And woke up today feeling sick :(
ARGH! must be the lack of slp!
damn it!

2009-12-03T00:08:00.005+08:00

BABY Happy 2 Years!

♥ ♥ ♥

2009-11-30T00:38:00.004+08:00

Baby caught an Elmo for me with just 1 try!

so lucky right!?

HAHA!

and we're addicted to the Ben & Jerry's machine!

i managed to catch a strawberry cheesecake one for him!

well... nothing much for the weekends,

watched Ninja Assassin, NC16,

very bloody and Baby said it was too fake and 3D,

prefer more actions and less bloody scenes.

story line not bad, and Rain's body is not bad too!

of cos la, train like 8 or 9 mths eh!

looking forward to Thursday!

and that reminded abt completing the "stuff" soon!

Hee... i bet he'll like it!

2009-11-26T03:13:00.005+08:00

So Cute right?! LOL :D

think we look good in our masks! HAHAHA (:

love this! ♥

have been busy with work, and the lousy schedule!

enuff of ranting, i'm not gonna do it here.

well... christmas is round the corner...

and i'm broke too, can't wait for pay day!

am thinking hw to spend my christmas this year,

besides maybe a bbq with Sam, her bf and some others...

2012 was great, the story was as expected,

but the effect was not bad.

so do you think 23 dec 2012 is gonna come?

like 2 days before christmas and SJ bday if i'm not wrong.

well... i don't think so eh.

HAHA!

when you thought its all perfect and nth more that you can ask for

2009-11-18T14:48:00.005+08:00

i still can't forget about it.

and i finally understand what ppl meant by

you can forgive but nv forget.

its beyond my principle, and

something that i nv knew i could do it.

if i didn't experience it myself,

thats no way i would have agreed abt it.

its really difficult for me,

but of cos things are gonna be different from the past,

i can't promise that i wun bring it up one day.

and i'll nv forget abt it.

the trust that was built has got little worth now.

i'm really disappointed abt wad happened,

especially when you don't expect it coming at all.

i know i shld not think abt it anymore and move on,

but how is it possible?

time might heal it, but the scar will remain there forever.

2009-11-13T02:06:00.005+08:00

Happiness comes about as simple as it can be,

its only complicated as you made it to be (quoted from Tisa).

i guess we'll nv be happy when you compare ur lives

with others whose better than yours,

but have you tried comparing it with those unfortunate ones?

sometimes the simplest things in life is happiness,

and its not that hard to achieve.

2009-11-13T00:38:00.006+08:00

on the way to meet Afeefa at bedok

its supper at simpang!

for Gui Fang's farewell :'(

Cockles!!! FAV!!

Stingray! too spicy for me! haha

chicken and beef satays! :D

best roti john i ever ate! (mushroom cheese)

this pic is super cute! check out Candy's (aka D***head) face! HAHAHHA

crazy Gui Fang with Afeefa

another crazy girl, Yan Peng aka Gong Gong!

had fun eating and crapping with the girls!

more supper to come in future! :D

since all of us stay in the east, shld be easier i guess!

my new found friends! LOL

new blog banner done!

nice right?! hee...

2009-11-12T04:59:00.000+08:00

headings is still under construction,

will get it done soon!

2009-11-04T23:00:00.007+08:00

Butter scallops! super good!

Sushi grandeur, salmon one is best (:

Baby's bibimbap

My Okonomiyaki!

Mixing his bibimbap

forget wad this is called.. something like mochi with

mango, strawberry, red bean and ice cream!

2009-11-03T01:34:00.004+08:00

Super nice show, definitely worth to watch even on a weekends.

Managed to catch it on Halloween with Baby,

scenes of Michael Jackson tgt with his dancers, back up singers,

band, etc. rehearsing for the concert.

Can imagine how much effort every single one put in

and how MJ as a perfectionist would want his audiences to

be satisfied and overwhelmed by every single details.

Its really sad to lost such a talented person and also

the last concert that is meant to be.

nobody will ever forget abt him, may you rip MJ...

♡♥ HAPPY 23 MONTHS BABY ♥♡

2009-10-28T17:46:00.005+08:00

Milk Tea and yummy pearls (:

Fermented Chicken Cutlet w rice

Bacon and Sausage with mushroom..

weird taste..

Chicken Mee Sua

So Cute!

Baby's dream come true! HAHAHA

The photo was kinda blur so i smudged it (:

Was kinda paranoid after looking at the past photos

and compared it was the present, just thot i look old.

so i decided to cut my fringe, best of all i did it MYSELF!

and it actually looks quite okay,

even my colleagues thot i went to a salon.

but i'm still gonna get it trim next week.

hope i look younger! lol

Sister's keeper ytd with Baby

and its so touching :'( as expected.

whole packet of tissue gone can!

plus the air con in Grand Cathay was super cold!

and i can't stop sniffing!

but it was a good show after all.

if u intend to watch it, just prepare tissue first k

HAHA!

Anw, our 2 yrs is coming,

and i've some ideas what to do alr,

but i'm still thinking what else to buy...

Just gonna wait for pay day to the long awaited Kuishin-Bo buffet!

and buy my materials, can't wait to get my hands on it!

lalala~

2009-10-22T22:48:00.010+08:00

Some overdue photos!

BKK trip and Sam plus Jo's bday (:

While waiting to board the plane (:

finally arrive at Thailand after 2hrs (:

Just checked in our room

Baby look as though he's going punch him! lol

A&W! was so excited when i saw the shop!

on our way to Siam via the shuttle bus

Our Casio watches! Baby's hot pink (:

Baby eyes almost can't be seen after 3 sleepless nights! hehe..

Swensens there are kinda popular, but they only sell ice creams

Our flight was delayed! and we waited in the airport for 6 hrs!!! damn sucky!

celebrated Sam and Jo's bday at some Jap restaurant

with irritating bitch! HAHA!

followed by some chilling at the bar with red wine

Fk drove us back early that night

BKK trip was over all quite fun, shop the whole day!

and we tried their leg massage after

walking ard the night market for a few hrs.

the clothes, food and cab there is cheap,

dun mind going agn! with Sam and her Dar Ren!

HAHA

The Tuktuk drivers there are damn irritating!

thot its meant to be another public transport where you tell them

where u wanna go and negotiate the price as there's no meter

compared to a taxi, but the driver keep pestering you to take u

to other places like wad tiger shows and china town..

and the taxis there are crazy, not just them, in fact all the car drivers.

you'll just turn speechless after you know how they drive!

really like no government!

Anw, managed to drag my lazy ass on a Sunday afternoon

with Baby to downtown east and cycle! fun fun!

plus its like a form of exercise.

Ice skating next k! :D

2009-10-21T00:03:00.003+08:00

i'm screwed in their eyes!

but i dun care! cos i insist on doing wad i wanna do in MY life!

i dun care if anyone thinks that i'm selfish!

hate to go home and face them.

hate to repeat over and over agn abt the same topic.

feeling damn fucked up.

2009-10-04T21:25:00.003+08:00

Samantha's 20th bday! and our 22 months (:

Phuture ytd was fun! really enjoyed the company.

but as usual was damn crowded,

and the music was so-so only

cos its a Saturday!

BKK in 5 days! :D

YAY!

2009-09-27T20:48:00.002+08:00

i'm stuck between 2 paths that i have to choose right now.

1. sign 3 1/2 years of paramedic bond

2. find a full time retail job and settle down

main goal: be happy and start saving money

if i choose 1,

the pay is definitely way higher and save more and faster

but i know at the end of the day, its not what i

really really want to do which will lead to less happy!

and the job obviously got less freedom!

if i choose 2,

the pay will be normal, enough to survive, shld be

living happier than choice 1 cos more freedom

but definitely reach my goal slowly.

its about choosing between earning less, happier

or earning more but not so happy.

if you were given 2 choices similar to these,

which would you choose?

2009-09-26T17:56:00.005+08:00

attempt to make mac & cheese w Baby for the first time...

FAILED! :( too cheesy! HAHHA! but it was fun after all!

Dinner at Ikea w Baby :D

Salmon stuffed w Chicken...

so-so only!

chicken wings damn nice!

love meatballs!

Neoprints! omg old school right?!

Baby trying to act cute w the hospital mask!

LOL! (:

Date w Eileen! Pizza hut and G-force!

Their pasta sucks! like seriously!

the advertisement is CRAP!

Caught Snowie munching his carrot while lying down!

Kawaii neh!

2009-09-25T01:57:00.001+08:00

counting down to 14 days! :D

lalalala~

2009-09-20T18:34:00.002+08:00

Celerated YM's and HP's 21st ytd!

but diff chalet, so we were running both places.

it was really nice to meet up with the db ppl agn!

and it was more like a gathering,

cos YM was totally gone after mixing beer

and the liquor we gave him. HAHA!

i guess everyone react differently when they're drunk.

was kinda funny though (:

reached home ard 2 plus in the morning,

got a free ride from Monster* HAHHA!

couldn't slp till 4 plus and woke up this morning

at 8 plus to work :(

am so tired now, SHAG!

19 days to BKK trip! hehehe :D

2009-09-16T15:06:00.002+08:00

came home after work today,

am so tired! :(

cos ytd night i couldn't slp at all!

gonna shower and meet Sam and Baby for lunch/dinner?

Had lots of fun ytd with Baby at Ehub (:

Went arcade, took neoprints and

watched Gamer!

Planned to go bowling but i chicken out

after looking at the crowd inside.

HAHHAHA!

cos i scare paiseh!

alright, gotta shower and get out.

my legs are aching :(

2009-09-13T17:22:00.000+08:00

YAY! BKK on the 9th-12th Oct!

lalalalala~

so excited! :D

2009-09-05T00:57:00.006+08:00

Have been browsing through youtube and

i came across some videos on make-ups,

as most of you all know i'm not a big fan of make-ups

and i seldom wear them only when there's a need

or when i feel like it.

i don't like to cover my face with

foundation/concealer/powder etc.

because i think its gonna block the pores and

make your complexion turn really bad

and worse if you don't remove them properly.

some how i still enjoy the videos and imagine myself

like a make up artist! HAHAH!

okay i know thats funny.

Go to youtube and look for videos by Michelle Phan

she touch on the different themes e.g, smoky eyes,

anime eyes, clubbing, birthday, basics tips, removal and

even curling of your hair with just PAPER BAGS!

(i'm so gonna try it like one of this days!) LOL~

Or visit www.fashionface.tv by two sisters,

Nicola and Samantha who are professional make-up

artists in London. They focus on everything that you

need to know about make-ups e.g, different brushes,

trends, celebrities and basics.

There's also a forum for you to ask questions.

Anw i didn't go to Butter in the end :(

ARGH! irritaing...

cos i think i feel weird if there's only the polo guys ard.

and Baby say waste of money, i can use it for shopping instead!

which i agree to a certain extent but hate it at the same time!

how to compare shopping and clubbing,

its like 2 diff thing wad, always say waste money.

its been really long since i club,

like dunno how many freaking months!

i mean i'm not a fan, but its fun to go once in a while.

Then he'll say, "its okay, we'll go tgt other days"

WADEVA!

and he pissing me off now by not replying!

in the first place, i didn't want to bother him,

but he msg me first and asked wad i'm doing,

then i replied but he's replying like half an hr to an hr

for some freaking straight forward question!

if dun want to reply then dun msg right,

i mean its not as if i'm a possessive freak

and kept texting or calling him every 15 mins/half an hr

to ask him wad he is doing in the club or wad so ever!

Alright, i'm gonna take a bath and cool myself down!

2009-09-03T23:22:00.001+08:00

there were many times when i got this feeling that i'm expecting something,
but at the same time, i knew its not gonna happen.
hmmm... let's say you expect a surprise from someone,
doesn't have to be big and complicated,
just something simple, but you just know its not gonna happen.
it supposed to be our 21 months today and normally we don't
celebrate it like monthly, just some simple msges to show that we rmb and care.
But if we do have the time, we'll just meet up like normal.
i just thought there might be just a slight chance/possibility that he might pop by today,
but on the another hand, i alr knew he's going for his trg instead.
And every time he never fail to prove that wrong.
i am a little disappointed, but i guess its fine.
i'm trying to convince myself that i'm expecting too much.

2009-09-03T00:32:00.003+08:00

Wore my new heels out today with Baby,

and i got like 2 blisters and my feet is aching like mad!

wad to do, the consequences of being vain! HAHA

i'm not used to wearing heels cos i seldom wear them

and new shoes always hurts, don't they?

wanted to go Newton for dinner after our movie at Cathay,

but my feet couldn't take it anymore!

so we settled for Ashtons instead.

Year One was kinda funny, but story line is so-so only.

Sorry for the changes and last min plans today,

but sometimes its okay to be flexible right? (:

Anw, HAPPY 21 MONTHS BABY!

i admit that i was a little disappointed just now,

but after a second thought, i guess its fine.

Looking forward to our Bangkok trip!

hopefully there'll be some stuff for me to shop,

cos i'm really tempted to shop this few days

but tried to refrain myself so i can spend more there!

have been living quite unhealthily these days,

so i'm gonna plan my daily activities properly!

more fruits, more water, more sleep and more exercise!

2009-09-01T22:59:00.002+08:00

was pondering if i shld get the black or red heels in the shop
for almost half an hour after i tried both,
its different design and its difficult to compare them.
so in the end i decided to get the red one cos i like it more,
but the black one can match more of my clothes.
but i know either one i choose, i'll miss the other :(
so now i'm alr thinking abt the black one.
HAHA!
maybe i'll go get it tmr.
LOL!
one shot get two heels, so greedy :D
but i still love my red heels!
and i'm gonna wear it tmr!
i guess clothes, shoes, accessories are never enough for girls,
and wonder why most guys can just live with that few pairs/pieces?
but of cos i know of a guy, who have plenty of shoes, clothes, caps.
Thats none other than my second brother!
He's as vain as a girl, but fret not, he's not gay though.
I want to watch Year One!
i bet its gonna be super funny with Jack Black!
and weekdays tixs are cheaper! (:
been slping really late these days and i know
its super bad for my health and complexion but
i cant seems to fall aslp too early! :(
and i think i have insomnia!?
normally i'll turn and toss ard for an hr or more
if i go to be early or when i dun feel tired/sleepy yet.
and thats super irritating!
Anw, will be going bangkok on the second week of Oct!
wanted to go on the firs week, but..
Sam's birthday on the 3rd! HAHA!
are you touched? hee...

2009-08-31T00:20:00.013+08:00

after my hair is chopped off by Ivan!

its seriously quite a big diff compared to the one before!

trying to act cute! HAHA

slacking at Starbucks after dinner with Sam

at Golden mile (:

Beef Noodles from Golden Mill! Superb!

their milk tea are nice too!

salted egg with some chicken, not very nice...

one if the days when Samantha is supposed to go jogging with us,

anw, i was the only jogging in the end, so Hwee's muscles aching.

Me and Caren at Sentosa!

i need to go tanning agn soon!

but the weather sucks these days...

MY Care Bear and Sunflower (:

Credit to Mum and Dad (: Yummy!

Watched Fighting

Came home after the movie and eat my bday cake!

Baby was singing bday song for me HAHA :D

Tonkichi! the one at taka, damn good! (:

that's mine! mix of Tempura and Chicken!

Baby's Pork with Curry (:

Act camera shy as usual! LOL

Zhi De, i forced him to do that! HAHA!

Ice Cream for dessert!

Met up with Shern the other day for some stuffs*

HAHA

Then she treat me for Supper cos she felt bad!

LOL

Sinful x100000000

The new mixture of drink,

carrot + 100plus = Shern's fav! LOL

At Joey's house with Tisa for 'baking' session! (:

our lunch, credit to Joey for cooking instant noodles for us (:

Ended up making cheesecake, no baking needed!

HAHA

Thats the crust in the bowl, the best part (:

Macaroons from Tisa! :D

Act cute (: LOL

From Tisa, nice shot right? (:

OMG can finally upload photos after so long!
Anw, just when i thought things is gonna be better after i got transferred to Tampines!

but sadly the manager alr planned the schedule for sept w/o me

as that bloody Ion manager didn't tell her like earlier!

and i only got like total of 3 shifts plus tmr

i need to work in the office all the way at Ubin!

most probably doing stocks! DAMN

and its very troublesome to get there as there's only one bus!

ARGH! irritating!

Met up with primary school mates on Sat for lunch

and we did managed to catch up quite alot after 8 years?!!

its really nice to know that everyone is doing good,

some flying overseas like Australia and US for attachments,

while some are still schooling in polys and one in NS alr.

oh well.. time flies!

as much as i wanna slack and play ard,

sometimes i do hope that i know what exactly i want in life

and start taking actions to plan for the next step.

WADEVA! just go for Bangkok trip first!

WAHAHHA :D

2009-08-28T00:21:00.002+08:00

Did closing ytd, as usual, crap shift!

then Baby waited for me and

we went Cine HK Cafe for supper!

managed to reach home, bathe and lied on my bed ard 2 plus.

but i couldn't fall aslp at all!

was Turning and Tossing for more than an hr till 4 plus!

and woke up today at 7 plus for some lame ass

trg for work at 915am all the way at Toa Payoh!

Then met baby at his house and headed to Queensway

for our Avocado drink!! Yummy!

and ate Bhat KuTeh for late lunch.

Met up with Joey and Tisa after that for our job hunting.

HAHA!

had great fun with them gossiping and laughing (:

Congrats to Joey to her last paper and 2 mths hols!

and Tisa is going back to school soon,

means less meet-ups :(

Anw, supposed to go DBL O with Yvonne and her friends tonight

but last min cancelled, but acutally i was alr 1/2 dead!

for slping 3 hrs and out for 12 hrs today.

so right now i'm feeling cold and 3/4 knock out!

LOL! (:

tonight can sleep shiok shiok!

alright, goodnight ppl!

2009-08-26T02:41:00.000+08:00

looking for better job ppl, any lobang do drop me a msg k. (:

anw, met Baby for movie and dinner today.

The Proposal is a really good show! must watch!

then we headed to Makan Sutra for dinner.

finally get to eat my BBQ CHICKEN WINGS!

we wanted to go Newton at first, but was too lazy

to travel there after our movie at Marina Square.

its okay, shall go there soon,

the Crispy Duck Noodles is SUPER good pls!!

went back home and we decided to watch DMC online!

i like the story line and its kinda funny and stupid.

HAHA! alright shall go bathe after Baby and work tmr! :(

DAMN!

2009-08-25T00:29:00.003+08:00

I AM FUCKING ANGRY WITH THAT BITCH AFTER A SECOND THOUGHT!

went to work today and realised that their pay from 9am to 12pm is 7 bucks per hr

then from 12pm to 5pm its 8 per hour

and finally 5pm onwards to closing its 5 per hr!

and i realised my shift for today, wed and next mon is fucking 6 to closing!

which means i only work for 4 hrs plus

and i earn like 20 plus and a bit more a day!

and i live at tampines! the store is at orchard!

by the time i end work so damn hungry

cos there's no break as i work only 4 hrs plus.

so minus my food and transport money i fucking earn like 10 plus a day!

doesn't make sense right!!!!!

NBCCB! think i just start work put me that kinda shift!

so i decided to tell her (the fucking in-charge) abt this prob!

and hope she can at least transfer me to the store at Tampines!

and she fucking reply me these!!!

"during the interview they shld have mentioned that

you might be at either tampines or orchard outlet.

we do have staff working at Ion and stays at Tampines too.

And management said you'll be based at Ion first."

WTF! this is not helping lo.

she might as well dun reply!

CBCBCBCB!

ARGH! so angry la!

looks like i need to go for job hunting agn!

SCREW HER!

so i'm gonna be a bigger bitch and give her

my schedule for sept with all 12 to 5pm shifts!

bloody hell!

2009-08-24T02:27:00.001+08:00

Spent the weekends with Baby! (:
he's finally having his 2 months of hols!
and will be booking our flights and hotel soon!
so excited!! can't wait!
i'll try to save as much as i can till that day!
lalala~

wanted to change my blogger to livejournal instead
but i'm too lazy to figure out how to use it!
but blogger is still irritating as usual!
can't upload pics!!!

staring work tmr, hope everything will be smooth!
and i'm so gonna fucking correct the bloody woman
who kept pronouncing my name, Cherlin wrongly!!!
and made it sounds like some chinese name??!!
like WTF??! irritating!

anw, met Sam for supper with her bf on fri night!
was fun! (:
drove to Changi airport as Sam suggested
and ta bao her Popeyes mashed potato
then headed to Swensen but there's nth much to eat.
So Darren drove back to Tampines and we had prata in the end!
HAHAHA! like go one big round!
not my fault ar!
LOL!

alright, gtg sleep!
goodnight! (:

Family

2009-08-21T18:51:00.002+08:00

its been rather long since i blog abt a topic.
and i decided to talk about family.
wad does this word mean actually?
to me, family consist of ppl who are there beside you
physically, emotionally, mentally and financially the moment you're born.
i'm talking in a narrow perspective as i know there are ppl out there
who have a borken family, or worse none.
i do respect that and definitely have no stand to talk abt them.

i live with my parents and two elder brothers.
i'm the youngest as you can see but spoilt or not?
i guess its not up to me to answer it.
well... but at least i felt i'm okay.
and it doesn't mean that parents only dote on the youngest.
i believe every child have a special place in their hearts
although i have friends and know of other ppl
who exist, felt that their parents are biased.
i might not be able to explained that
but i know that at least for mine,
my parents are quite alright.

i want to blog abt these because i felt that
many times, we took for granted abt things in life.
and family is definitely one of it.
we grew up close with our parents
going out and spending times tgt,
but there's a point where most of the ppl would experience
the gap with their family when they grow up
as everyone start to focus on their own life,
i wouldn't say its a bad thing but ppl tend to focus so much
about their social well-being, making money,
living their dreams and working towards their goals
that they have forgotten abt their roots, their family.
i wouldn't denied abt it because i'm guilty of that too.

They are the ones who have done things,
whether is it minor or major that has brought you to where you are now
and just look back or even think for a second
what they have done for you.
the lil details that might seems unimportant or insignificant
but it has added up to bring you wad you have now.
Others can despise you, look down on you, discriminate you,
but i know my family will never do that nasty stuff to me.
They accepted me the way i am, the way i looked and they way i behaved
and i know they'll always be there for me, never abandon me, and take care of me
in any situation, as long as they can.
then you might wanna ask yourself whether the ppl surrounding you,
your best friends, your girl/boyfriends and whoever can really do that.

Its like a marriage pledge, a responsibility and a promise
they made in their hearts since you're born.
They will stand by you in sickness or in health, in poverty or in wealth,
and they will shun all others and keep themselves to you alone as long as
they shall live.

i just hope that everyone can spare a few mins
to think about their family, what have they done for you,
and what have you done in return?

2009-08-21T18:11:00.004+08:00

i dreamt of ah gong last night.
he came over to my house and take a look at everyone.
baby and i was the only ones awake,
and he was a lil shocked when he saw baby,
then i said its my bf.
before he left, i hugged him and asked if he's happy.
and he was smiling and said "yes, i am"
then i bursted into tears,
he asked me why
and i said "cos i know you're happier now"
then he left.
i woke up with tears all over, sniffing.
i miss ah gong.
and i'm really happy to have dreamt of him.
In my dream i know he has alr passed away.
its been five yrs since.

although there's nothing that i can do anymore to have him back.
but i know i still have my ah ma,
and i've been procrastinating abt visiting her.
i'll make sure i do it this time round.
and i should learn to treasure everyone more in my life.

"Life is short, you never know what will happen tomorrow.
And we never seems to understand this phrase till
things happen to ourselves or our love ones.
I should learn to live my life to the fullest,
take things easy and stay positive."
-Angela

2009-08-21T02:04:00.002+08:00

woke up with tummy pain today

and i rushed to the toilet!

then the second wave came within 2 hrs

and i finally decided to take the charcoal meds!

and felt better after that.

so baby managed to book the court

BUT it was raining till he ended his fyp at 6pm

and we played in the wet court! :(

but it was fun after all (:

then we head to bishan and ate something soupy

its like my first meal of the day!

was super hungry!

headed home and i was craving for CHOMP chomp food!

its been so long since i ate there.

:( but my tummy kinda just recover,

so no oily food for now!

totally forgotten abt victoria's secret till 1130!

managed to catch it on youtube for the ones i missed.

their models are still so damn hot!

guys wants them and girls wants their body!

HAHA!

then i felt hungry agn!!

had maggie!

looking forward to supper with Sam tmr (:

and baby's fyp is finally ending tmr!

means our bangkok trip is nearer!!!

YEA! :D

and i'm still wide awake now!

so used to these late nights.

alright, shall go find some entertainment!

CIAO!

2009-08-20T02:17:00.004+08:00

just chopped off my friend from Ivan!

HAHA!

its not literally short short,

but you know, girls are always paranoid after haircuts!

LOL!

anw, i got the job! (:

yea! can start earning my own money

and get my lazy ass out of my hse!

hopefully i dun get to the one at Ion!

wanted to play tennis in school tmr with baby

but we realised that we couldn't book the court

from of our coms!

so irritating!

hopefully he can book tmr using the sch com.

alright, have been sleeping really late this days

shall try to slp early today! (:

sometimes i wish i can be a lil closer with your friends

and you can be the same with my friends. well...

its just a random thought.

2009-08-17T22:00:00.003+08:00

still can't upload pics! :(
met up with Joey and Tisa today
to make cheesecake!
headed to Joey's house and kinda made a lil mess!
HAHA!
we spilled like butter, cheese, biscuit cramps and my bubble tea pearl?!!
but Joey is really nice to help us clear them.
thank you girl! :D
HEHE!
then we gossip and played Wi for awhile
before Tisa's mum called and rushed her to her facial appt!
LOL!
then back to Tampines and meet baby for dinner (:

watched "Where got ghost" on saturday,
was nice and funny but expected more though.
went for an interview just now,
hopefully they'll call me back
so i can start earning some money!
but i don't mind slacking at home and play SIMS!
cos i managed to find the cheat and got plenty of money!
HAHA!
will be playing tennis with baby this week!
so excited! been so long since i last played.

and special post goes to Soh Hwee!
just in case she said i didn't blog abt her!!!
met up with her last wed to run,
but ended up i ran alone!
cos her muscles are aching!
anw, we managed to chat up abit
while waiting for Sam!
but she didn't turn up in the end!
anw, all the best to ur match on weekends k!
and see you agn soon! :D

2009-08-14T01:44:00.004+08:00

ARGH! blogger is CORK!

still can't upload!

WADEVA!!

anw, met SAM to bugis just now,

to buy some decorative stuff for her 1 mth anni!

LOL so love hor!

HAHAHAHA

then she insisted to make me help her!

so she's coming tmr then i'll be her consultant

she do the job and i'll play my sims!

HEHE!

went threading at browhaus (:

then we headed to golden mile and had thai beef noodles!

its damn good i swear,

without the bean sprouts and spring onions will be perfect!

was really bloated and we headed back to tampines.

ended up in Starbucks with my fav lemon shaken zen

and we just slacked and cam-whored all the way.

so as usual, walked her home (:

anw, manage to find this event job thingy coming weekends

i'm not gonna reveal wad is it and where is it.

only some friends know.

HAHA!

anw, its just for this weekends

to earn some quick bucks.

pray hard its gonna be easy,

cos i seriously got no idea wad am i supposed to do?

and SAM just told me blogger can upload pics!

WEIRD!

anw, thanks for the biker jacket girl (:

2009-08-13T16:12:00.003+08:00

CURSE blogger!

so retarded! totally can't upload photos!

ARGH!!!

went to meet S ytd night cos she wanted to pass me THE SIMS!!!!

we ended up walking all the way with her doggy till simei from tampines

and passed the stuff, but P didn't want to touch doggy and say he stinks!

so bad!!?? and not even a thank you!!!

Alright, enuff abt P.

HAHA!

S is gonna say "she's not that bad la!"

oh well...

so we walked doggy home

and went for supper!

i forced S to eat Macs with me

knowing that she's going clubbing on friday

and so much for wanting to lose wt

and look good. LOL

so we had double filet and shaker fries!

YUM YUM!

oh, and she made me try this super cool drink

100 plus mixed carrot juice!

can u imagine that?

HAHA!

its nice la, not as bad as i thought.

and then we chatted... talked cork... and laughed through the night! :D

alright, better get my ass to change and meet SAM!

CIAO!

2009-08-12T02:17:00.002+08:00

Slacked the whole day at home playing games and watching tv!
i feel so lazy and FAT!
HAHA!
and now my butt hurts after seating down the whole day.
i might need some barrier cream pls!
LOL
just in case my skin starts to breakdown
and sacral sore starts to form!?
okay, thats a lil too exaggerating!
Anw, i'm glad tmr meeting ah Hwee to GYM!
YES!
like after a month since i workout and run!
OMG~ tmr sure chui!

Hmmm.... still a/w the reply for that ice cream job :(
hopefully they'll get back to me soon!
ARGH! any job lobang to intro me?
i'm starting to get sick of doing nth!

alright, better get my lazy ass to bathe and slp!
goodnight ppl~

2009-08-10T18:43:00.000+08:00

something is seriously wrong with blogger.
DAMN!
can't upload photos and can't change the colour of my font!
ARGH!!!
got so much photos to share!
anw, spent Singapore's 44th Birthday at home with my family.
Had dinner and just slack with baby (:

Managed to go sun tanning with Caren on Sat
we wanted to explore the new bar/cafe place at tanjong beach
but to our disappointment, the place is damn pathetic.
its worse than the previous one( KM8?? can't rmb)
The place look damn cheapo and the seats is not comfortable at all.
its called the shack or something
wadeva it is, i'll advise u not to go!
but we heard from this cute butch (Lina, Shack's worker) HAHA
that there will be a new bar/cafe at tanjong beach but will only be ready next yr Jan!
so the current one is considered a temporary one i guess?

After that met baby for dinner and went home to rest
and off we go for our mid night movie,
3D UP! ;D
i would say its quite a nice show
touching and funny at the same time (:

ohoh, not forgetting meeting up with SAM for dinner last thurs
after my last day of attachments!
Thanks for that belated bday dinner girl!
i really enjoyed catching up with you!
and as usual, we gt endless topic to gossip abt (:
HAHA!

YAWNS! i got a few numbers to call tmr.
hopefully i can get a job soon (:
can't wait to earn my own money and spend!
and and...
looking forward to my Bangkok trip with Baby! (:

i guess mean while i'm just gonna slack ard and get FAT!
CIAO!

2009-08-06T16:37:00.000+08:00

AT LAST! OMG~!!
finally 3 months of attachments is finally O-V-E-R!!
can't believe this at the moment.
its the end! no more! :D
words just can't describe how happy i am right now.
meeting Sam later for dinner,
i miss her so much! (:
alright, gonna rest and get ready to go out!
anw, the bad thing is tmr there's a consolidation in school at 830am!
like wad the hell, so early!
BASKET!
and i'm looking forward to my sentosa trip for some tanning with Caren on Sat!
WAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA

2009-08-02T22:24:00.001+08:00

i'm kinda happy right now,
cos its just 4 more shifts to go!
and i'm gonna be meeting up with my friends!
hmmm...
but the question is,
what am i gonna do after these?
well...
we'll see how it goes.
let's just get this done and over with first! ((:
and i seriously need a haircut soon!

2009-07-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

Its just kinda sad that your best friend totally forgotten abt ur birthday.
Or maybe, we're just friends after all.

2009-07-28T22:20:00.001+08:00

Nothing much for this birthday
and i guess as you grow older,
birthdays are not important anymore
and probably all my friends are too busy.
HAHA
Hope by my 21st i'll save enough money
and throw a party! :D
But any way, there are definitely ppl that i wanna thank.
Thank you baby for the company whole day,
i love my sun flower and care bear when you pop by ytd night
and so much for skipping training xD
and watch fighting with me (:
not forgetting my oreo birthday cake!
Thank you Mum and Dad for the Crab!
its yummy!
And also to all the friends who wishes me (:

back to work tmr! :(
8 more shifts to go...
so near yet so far.
and DAMN Marlini is back for her HL.
means there's case study to pass up!
and i haven really complete it.
what to do...
back to reality. :(
YAWNS!!!!

2009-07-24T19:35:00.003+08:00

3 days of night shifts = shag + eye bag + fat

HAHA!

Yay! finally end my nights! was a good experience but i still prefer normal shift, if best no shifts!

just woke up not long, my body clock is in a mess now!

9 more to go! Weeee!

2009-07-22T17:51:00.005+08:00

1 night done, 2 more to go!

hope by the 3rd night i'll still be fresh.

HAHA!

actually night shift is not as bad as i thought,

in fact, time seems to pass faster.

its like i just turn up for work and see my colleagues go home,

next thing i know, its alr morning and all of them is back to work agn.

hopefully tonight will be a smooth one like ytd!

i hope this time round, she really found the one! miss you girl (:

2009-07-21T18:41:00.002+08:00

sometimes i look at my two brothers and think about what they do and achieve in their lives

and then i compare them with mine.

there's no comparison at all.

2009-07-21T18:17:00.002+08:00

i'm so BOREDDDdddd!!!!! :(

in less than 3 hr's time i'll be starting my night shift.

Hope everything will go smoothly.

Who knows i might fall asleep eh?

HAHA!

12 more shifts to go!

i'm so so so excited!!

wish me luck ppl!

and i think there's something wrong with the blogger, i can't seems to change the colour of my font. damn...

2009-07-20T21:26:00.001+08:00

At first I was afraid I was petrified
Kept thinkin' I could never live without you by my side;
But then I spent so many nights
Thinkin' how you did me wrong
And I grew strong and I learned how to get along
And now you're back from outer space
I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed that stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I'd've known for just one second you'd back to bother me
Go on now, go walk out the door
Just turn around now
('cause) you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
Did I crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no, not I. I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive;
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give and I'll survive,
I will survive. Hey hey.
It took all the strength I had not to fall apart
Kept trying' hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart,
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself. I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me somebody new
I'm not that chained up little girl who's still in love with you,
And so you feel like droppin' in
And just expect me to be free,
Now I'm savin' all my lovin' for someone who's lovin' me
Go on now...

i just can't get this song out of my mind.
HAHA! no special meaning to it.

2009-07-15T22:10:00.003+08:00

Thats me during work with that retarded suffocating mask!

i feel fat! LOL

because i haven been working out.

HAHA!

gonna try pushing my lazy ass and go run!

shld i join standchart this year?

10 km shld be fine i guess.

My bro say actually its not good for the legs for anything beyond 10 km

and i agree with it cos we're not professional long-dist runner,

especially when those ppl train like everyday for years.

Managed to meet up with some friends this few days

and i'm really happy! (:

Anw, am having headache now due to the lack of slp for the past 3 days of morning shift.

Finally tmr afternoon shift and its thursday alr,

it means weekend will be here real soon,

and i'm closer to my freedom each day.

i'm still in a dilemma thinking if i shld continue all these.

oh well, and ive alr start thinking abt what i wanna do after my attachments.

As much as i wanna slack ard, i would love to go find a part time job.

then gotta think of wad kinda job, most probably sales?

Don't wanna think so much first, just gotta get over and done with these.

alright, gtg bathe and sleep alr. *YAWNS

Sometimes ppl just choose to live in their own denial world.

2009-07-09T21:59:00.010+08:00

Polite Race on first day, rushed down after my attachments.

Both guys and girls got 3rd

2nd day with Adeline camwhoring (:

Our minor final on the last day

And finally dinner at Sakura after 3 days of hard work (:

Baby's 21st and our 19 months (: 03072009

His lobster and fried chicken

My cheese with Crayfish. okay only -_-

Spageddies at Paragon (:

Its finally end of the week,

still got my morning shift tmr before my day off!

Just met up with Lina and Caren,

its really nice to catch up them after so long.

4 Weeks left to my Freedom!

I can't wait! (:

And my clinical instructor got admitted back to KK again!

i haven even met here ever since i step into the ward! ...

Oh well, i don't care man its not our fault either,

not gonna let it affect my grading!

Watched Ice Age 3 last sat, i wld say its really funny!

Especially that weird creature who is so crazy over a stupid nut!

HAHA!

Guess thats all for now, i'm tired!

CIAO!

2009-06-17T17:09:00.001+08:00

its fucking screwed up!!

ARGH!!!

i dun wanna go ward 48!!

just when i'm heading towards the right track

and i got to start everything all over again!

WTH!

its not fair man!

especially when i heard so much from my friends about 48!

DAMN IT!

2009-06-13T23:17:00.005+08:00

Caren's 21st Birthday! (:

Cute little cupcakes (:

HAHA! act fairy!

She's forced to wear that wing on!

Yummy Cupcakes!

Besties (:

Was freaking tired after the afternoon shift

and managed to rush down to Caren's 21st brithday party

at Marina Square Kbox with Sally and Lina.

Free really good to be catch up with Caren as well as Lina.

8 more weeks to go! JIA YOU!

and 2 more weeks to June race!

looking forward to my holidays...

2009-06-08T21:31:00.006+08:00

To friend who is probably disappointed with me

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything you ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me?

Did you regret (did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget (did you forget)
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left
To forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget it
Please don't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

By Demi Lovato

2009-06-08T20:19:00.002+08:00

i know its irresponsible and selfish to do that,

but seriously, i'm really drained mentally and physically.

i dun expect them to understand what i'm going through

but all i need is at least some support.

i know that its a crucial period and there's no reason to skip training

but seriously there's a point where i'm no longer motivated to work towards that similar goal.

i know that most of the girls are training real hard and giving in whatever they have

and everyone is as tired.

i can't give up just yet because race is just less than 3 weeks away.

its definitely gonna be the last race as i promised,

cos i think its taking up alot of my time and its time to let go and make up with what i have missed out.

that doesn't mean that i regret joining dragon boat.

i would definitely miss it and also the people that created a whole lot of fun.

i just wanna apologize to that particular person that i have upset the most?

i guess she might be angry or disappointed with me now

and i dunno how to talk to her.

2009-06-05T23:08:00.005+08:00

finally its end of the week!

i survive it. LOL!

sian, tmr saturday still got to work!

ARGH!

some overdue photos! (:

Sushi Tei! YUM!

act shy! HAHA

zilian! LOL

this confirm that baby can't take photos :(

Wassup man! dun act macho can!

Tofu... okay only

Squid ink pasta!

HAHA! check out that sexy lips!

black tongue!!!

i got the poison too! LOL

his famous stoned-face

best desert! (:

act cute! HEE...

this one like very fake eh.. haha

2009-06-03T15:57:00.002+08:00

The best and most beautiful things in the world

cannot be seen or even touched,

they must be felt within the heart

and i felt it already.

i'm glad to know that somehow somewhere

there will still a bunch of friends who cares

and never fail to give me their encouragements.

it may be a few sentences but it meant alot to me (:

i'm touched! :'(

HAPPY 18TH MONTHS BABY!

There's only one happiness in life,

to love and be loved.

i got both so what more can i ask for?

HAHA! (: